I have honestly noticed such a change just in the last few weeks. For the longest time I think I truly had achieved my goal of turning off my feelings. I hated being sad so I just didn't really want to feel anything at all. The problem that came along with turning off my feelings though, was that I didn't feel sad OR happy. I had no conscience. I just felt numb about everything. But it took a lot of things to happen to me but I finally got my feelings back. And I've been working on myself and I'm getting back to me. I have also started meditating. Which might sound weird. But guys you should try it. It's amazing!!! I just sit somewhere quiet by myself and concentrate on controlling my thoughts. I have to consciously make an effort to think about all the positive things about my life and all the good things in it and APPRECIATE those things! It seriously makes a world of difference! It's the best! Even just for 10 minutes a day! It makes you love your life and love yourself. Which is important. Seriously try it. But anyways enough enough. Just thought I'd share. I'm truly back to happiness :) and I have actually come to love emotions! Who would have ever thought.
You've got a million reasons to be :)
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