This Week.

Has been stressful to say the least. I thought I was gonna be fired from my job. I found out I have to come up with $6,300 in the next 7 months in order to graduate from school, I've been struggling to make sales at work and I work solely off of commission and then today to top it all off I dropped my phone this morning trying to put it in my scrubs and shattered the screen.. The brand new screen that I just replaced for $120 about a month ago.. The saying "When it rains it pours" keeps popping up in my mind. But my theraputic pinning on Pinterest of inspirational quotes seems to be helping. Weeks like this make me want to quit everything I'm doing because as worth it, as it will all be in the future.. right now it just seems hard. But this is when my favorite quote in the whole wide world really really REALLY helps. Here it is:

"Remember the law of compensation. The Lord compensates the faithful for every loss. That which is taken away from those who love the Lord, will be added unto them in His own way. While it may not come at the time we desire, the faithful will know that every tear today will eventually be returned a hundredfold with tears of rejoicing and gratitude." -Joseph B. Wirthlin

Those words are so true and so comforting. No matter what kind of crappy situation you are in, you can read that quote and really soak it in and immediately have your spirits lifted. If anybody else is having a hard week and comes across this post. I hope it helped just a little :) 

My newest obsession

I have honestly noticed such a change just in the last few weeks. For the longest time I think I truly had achieved my goal of turning off my feelings. I hated being sad so I just didn't really want to feel anything at all. The problem that came along with turning off my feelings though, was that I didn't feel sad OR happy. I had no conscience. I just felt numb about everything. But it took a lot of things to happen to me but I finally got my feelings back. And I've been working on myself and I'm getting back to me. I have also started meditating. Which might sound weird. But guys you should try it. It's amazing!!! I just sit somewhere quiet by myself and concentrate on controlling my thoughts. I have to consciously make an effort to think about all the positive things about my life and all the good things in it and APPRECIATE those things! It seriously makes a world of difference! It's the best! Even just for 10 minutes a day! It makes you love your life and love yourself. Which is important. Seriously try it. But anyways enough enough. Just thought I'd share. I'm truly back to happiness :) and I have actually come to love emotions! Who would have ever thought. 

You've got a million reasons to be :)

OCTOBER IS MY FAV

Ya know how on Christmas Eve you're so excited you can't sleep? I have felt like that the last 3 nights... I'm headed to Disneyland on Monday everybody! I feel like I can't even think straight I'm so excited. No this is not my first time to Disneyland! THAT'S WHY I'M SO EXCITED! I know what I have in store! Plus it's Halloween time at Disney so it's decorated so cute. I can't even wait. I also think we're going to take a trip down to Sea world for one day. Can't really pass up on Shamu. My gosh I couldn't be happier! How could life get any better? Takin a week long road trip with my 2 best friends!!! Eep! :) 

                                                           Look at that cuteness!!

FYI

I would like to take this moment, to officially announce that I am dating Taylor Kitsch. You may know him as Tim Riggins from Friday Night Lights. He is just so foxy.

Isn't he??????.. I told him that. He was insecure about this photoshoot he did but I told him "Baby, you're sexy don't worry." and then he kissed me..

I think we will be very happy together.

Seriously though. This is my dream guy. Long hair, sexy face, sexy voice, bad attitude........ Doesn't get any better!
And I just started watchin this show, and the more I watch it the more I start to adopt a southern accent. So don't be surprised if the next time ya see me I'm talkin like I'm from Tennessee ya'll ;)

How exciting this week has been. Good things to come all :) Happy Thursday!

Earnin & Burnin. Breakin Necks & Cashin Checks.

HEY IT'S AUST!

I'm so happy today. Just so happy. Guess you could say I woke up on the right side of the bed :) But annnnyways!

My boss told me to bring some pictures in to work to put up around my desk of things that make workin hard worth it! What I'm workin towards! So! Thought I might share them on here too :)

FIRST OF ALL VEGAS.
I need this so bad. I am savin up my money and the first thing I'm doin, is goin here.

TATTOOS PLEASE

I've been obssessed ever since I can remember. I just love em. If it wasn't frowned upon by some I would probably be covered head to toe. But, I'll start small :) Maybe not this tattoo exactly (I've got a few ideas) but I mean, somethin.

That cute little bug you see there.. Is mine :) So I guess I already have it, but I'd like to pay my mama off completely. What a stressor a car payment is. I would almost say that a car is more of a burden than anything sometimes.. but I love this little car!

Now I know you don't need money to have friends, but you need money to do fun stuff with your friends. Like laser tag.

And bowling of course.

Well Hello.

So I don't really know how to blog. So bare with me here. But I have a lot on my mind all the time and I sure do love to write it all down! (I keep a really good journal) So here goes! :) I officially consider myself a blogger now.

I'm pretty excited about it.